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So here we are. Almost done. Only two more weeks to go. And it’s starting to get hard. That’s not what we expected. Many of our predictions didn’t really happen:

  1. The beginning will be really hard! – not so much… it was actually much easier than we expected. We didn’t have to change too many of our eating habits and we actually discovered some really yummy alternatives.
  2. We will feel totally different! – not so much… although I have to say that the results from the first weeks are completely skewed because we were so sleep deprived. Ken insists that without the fast we would have felt even worse…
  3. Something wonderful and unexpected will happen because of the fast! – many wonderful things happen every day and continue to do so. Hard to tell if they are at all related to the fast.
  4. We will crave certain food items! – at the beginning: No. – Now: Yes! We are starting to crave food that has a more intense flavor. More salt, more sweet, more something. Hard to tell what exactly it is but things start to taste a little bit the same. My favorite things to have: A piece of dark chocolate and barbecue sauce (not together, though). Ken’s cravings: chocolate, potato chips, string cheese.
  5. We will have to cut the children some slack. – Not really. At the beginning I let Marlena eat “processed” crackers, for example, when we would get together with other kids and they would share.  I realized after a short while; however, that she truly didn’t care if I said, “No, let’s eat what I brought.” So I stopped making exceptions. It didn’t seem to bother her one bit.
  6. We will miss the “convenient” helpers in the kitchen! – Yes. There is one product I miss terribly…. Drum roll…. It’s PAM cooking spray. That’s sounds almost embarrassing but I hate buttering every baking dish. PAM will definitely come back into this kitchen!
  7. We will save some money. – I wish. We cut out a lot of food and that definitely saved some money. But we also added certain foods – and they were rather on the expensive side. For example, instead of other treats, we treated ourselves to special indulgencies, e.g. pure organic pear juice and organic cocoa powder… things that are rather expensive.
  8. This fast will lead to some long term changes. – Definitely. Hard to tell what exactly will happen and to what degree but our habits have changed so much that it is hard to imagine we would go back all the way. I doubt soda will ever find its way back into our kitchen, sugar and white flour will be sparse   (besides that dark chocolate…), we will continue to make our own stock, etc.

We are in the final sprint. I’m very curious what those last days are about to bring…

And So It Begins

Unspectacular. I have to say. I even waited to write this post until the morning to see if something “appropriate” for the beginning of our fast would happen. It didn’t. We ate good and healthy food. We had a good day. We didn’t really miss anything.

It makes me think about how most things really start very quietly. It makes me think of when I met my husband for the first time. We were standing at the copier. I sure didn’t see at that moment that we would be married a year later. It makes me look back on giving birth. It started quietly, it even slowed down. But it for sure changed the pace very quickly. Not that I expect any fast to have even a slight comparison to finding your soul mate or giving birth, but it just reminds me that things go a certain way. A way we don’t get to choose. Just wait and see.

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